Desiderata

I need to do a better job of living this out:


Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

that face!

Oh boy, do I miss that face!

You three are in my thoughts today. 

I think about my friends & family on the regular, but I am missing you guys particularly hard today. 

Keep ya heads up & I'll try to do the same.

Until next time,

Feel Ridiculously Fine,

MG

sunday sentiments.

Sundays in Nantes, France are a joke.

Nothing is open. Not even the grocery store or bakeries *gasp!*. Instead, everyone spends the day in the parks or in their homes with their families. It's a beautiful thing, I think...to essentially shut down society, if you will, to spend some quality time with your loved ones. However, my host family is out of town in Paris, and not having many people to hang out with, I spent the day walking around the city. I love how the gray (or is it grey with an 'e'?) sky contrasts against the dark gray clouds, making anything that is green simply seem like it's exploding with color, how the streets are almost empty, and how one is able to enjoy the time simply...wandering. I had no due dates (with the French strikes going on, I don't even have class), nowhere to be, and took advantage of the alone time walking through the crisp air.

This weekend was zesty: spicy couscous restaurant for dinner on Friday, and homemade Mexican food for dinner last night...mmm. Tonight I video Skyped with my best friend from last semester, "the other Madeline," for two hours. Talk about zest! That girl's zest for life will never cease to amaze me. I've got so many freakin' inspiring people in my life. How could I ever feel lonely or heavy-hearted?

les couples français

I HATE seeing all the beautiful couples in France. And they are literally everryyywhere:

success!

I'm glad I went searching around Nantes for a solid three hours today because...

I found my Beloved iPod!

...Turns out I should have more faith in humanity. 

Someone turned it in to the information desk at the library I was at on Saturday. 

Amen to that! Never lettin' this little sweetie escape again:

on the hunt

Bonjour,

Today, I will be on the hunt, retracing my steps to find my beloved iPod.
Chances are, I won't find it. I mean, slim to none. But this morning at breakfast, my host mom and I discussed material goods, and how if I lived without it before, I can live without it afterwars. We also discussed how even if someone found it, we imagine they wouldn't have turned it in...People tend to be dishonest nowadays, sadly.

Just when I was about to lose hope in humanity, I remembered these photographs my best friend Molly took during a family trip to the Grand Canyon over winter break. She found, amidst all the cold snow, blooming flowers. Perhaps if she found beauty despite the winter, maybe I'll find hope in mankind again. For the time being, I'll just stop thinking about it and continue going about my vie quoitidienne, daily life.

Here's one of her photographs. Dearest Molly has more talent than she'll ever know...

Until next time,
Have a joyous Monday,
MG

february?

Joyeux Février, tout le monde.

Happy February, everyone.

Can you believe how fast time flies? We are 1/12 done with the year 2009.

I've had a pretty low couple of weeks being back here in France. It's been strange readjusting to French life, especially with the absence of  my friends from last semester who headed back to the states for second semester. This weekend was, again, low-key, to say the least. Friday night I ate at Daphne's house with all the other full-year students! From there, we headed to Webb Ellis, the beautiful rugby bar that dearest James discovered last semester, and where we all soon became regulars. It was a "white & bubbles" party at the bar that night -- black lights, so everyone dressed in white, a bubble machine, as well as bottles of bubbly champagne all around. Saturday, I went to the market that takes place around the corner from my apartment as I do every Saturday to buy fresh produce (the apricots & grapefruits are the best), and then spent the afternoon in the library listening to music & reading The Lovely Bones, which I had read eons ago but decided to pick up again. From there, I stopped at a boulangerie to pick up some tasty Haribo goodies (gotta love the French bonbons) to eat later that evening at the movie theater. I went out for crêpes with Miss Emily, another full-year gal, (La Provençale is my favorite dinner crêpe, which includes an egg, fried chèvre cheese, and stewed vegetables...mmm) then headed to the Gaumont movie theater, where there were crowds upon crowds of people. Who knew that's where everyone in this city was on a Saturday night - the movies?! We saw Revolutionary Road, or in French, Les Noces Rebelles. I thought that Kate Winslet & Leonardo DiCaprio did an absolutely extraordinary job. (Elliot later referred to this movie as "Kate & Leo 2.0" hehe) I always love Kate Winslet, and this movie was no disappointment. More than anything, the movie made me a) want to live in the 1950s and b) have a cigarette. I've never seen anyone make smoking look so damn good as Kate & Leo. I called it an early night from there.

I realized late this morning as I was about to go for a long walk that I couldn't find my iPod. Please keep in mind that my iPod has essentially been my best friend since being back in Nantes -- it accompanies me everywhere, and has my music (aka: my LIFE) on it. I cried all afternoon. A lost iPod on top of a lonely & dull couple of weeks is a recipe for disaster. Since everything is closed on Sundays, I was unable to retrace my steps today, but will most certainly do it first thing tomorrow morning. I'll continue to pray to Saint Anthony (they say he's the Saint of lost things, so here's hopin' the man can help a sista out). I know it's only a material possession, but like I said, I go literally everywhere with my darling iPod. Please please pleeeeease let me find it. It would certainly lift my spirits.

Luckily, all my music on my iPod is on my computer as well. Phew! I listened to Madeleine Peyroux for a while this afternoon. Incidentally, my dear dear friend, also named Madeline, introduced me to her. 

She makes me want to drink Scotch neat and smoke a cigarette in a dark jazz bar...

Well c'est tout for now. I'm off to go catch some ZZZs. 

Oh Lordy help me get through this week. Give me strength, patience, motivation & above all, an open heart.

Until next time,

Feel Mighty Fine,

MG